好久没写了。。。。我有个哥哥了～一个中国生he22～他对我很好～我感觉他好像真的哥哥呢～希望我们两天天开心～我也认识了熊猫～哈哈。。他真名叫“少鹏”。。。也是个中国生～ssil的～还有zhao ping, angela~她们都是好人～希望我们的友谊到永远～……^^but my family in here,八公主~our friendship....become poor...oledy,,,miss the past memory.....we together laugh, cry n sometimes got argue...reli like a big family....but it oledy become past time.....it will come back anymore.....没关系吧，只少我们曾经有美好的回忆～加油啦。。。八公主～请上帝和所有的神仙保佑我们还有全世界的人～

我。。心中在哭。。。谁会懂？？我快受不了了。。。天啊。。你给的考验够了吗？？为何对人好也有错的？？？我真的很累，不想面对大学的所谓的八公主，所谓的家人，骗人的。。。！！！！！T_T 我很想回家。。。。。。T_T

我的中秋节就那么过了～好孤独的感觉哦。。真想找个人来陪我。。。咳！别想太多了啦。。。这是不可能的事。。只要我一天没放下他，这是不可能的事。。。好累。。。谁能借我肩膀靠一靠.。。只是一分钟，真的很累～在朋友面前只能让她们觉得我一个人是快乐的。。。。单身真的好吗？？好啊。。。。只少它不会说离去就离去。。。。。。。。。。。。

I hate tis university life……wat I have done until my life like tat? God…..is ur experiment to test me?? Reli hard….feel wan die…..i knoe if I die….nobody will unhapi de…..i know…..uni life reli make me learn more….change my attitude….make me more selfish….i don like tis kind of me!!! I hate it!!!!!! I hate all of u!!!!!!! my heart die liao….no more chance for all of u!!!!wat I have done reli true from my heart, but wat I have get??? God…..reli not fair…..!!!!!!! why u leave me? When I was sad…I reli miss u….MISS U MUCH U KNOE? U NEVER KNOE!!!!!!!!! U HURT MY HEART!!!!!! UNTIL NOW I STILL CAN FEEL IT!!!!!! U NEVER KNOE!!!WHERE GONE UR PROMISE TO ME???? U SAID U WILL BESIDE ME FOREVER!!!!!! U SAID DE…..U WILL not LEAVE ME ALONE!!! U lie me!!!!! When u said it out…I believe it!!! U knoe???is hard to forgot u…..u knoe de….if I believe someone…I will believe 100%...why wan do tis to me….???/

wan midterm lo......haiz....hate u....sains kuantitatif............i don like u math......i don like everything bout math....^^

HAIZ.....my laptop have to reformat liao....got much virus.....haiz......no time leh.....hope it can wait me until im back hometown lo......

想到你~

Today i feel so sad。。。。好讨厌的感觉。。。。真的很讨厌。。。i promise to myself....wont view his friendster. again....i want forget him.....don know why, oledy break more than 1 year oledy, i still miss him......reli miss him......miss the hapi time, we go church together, go swimming n more more......reli reli miss him, but i know is imposible he come back to me.......miss u babie...love u....but i know u wont miss me and love me again.....你以经不要我了。。。。。。你真的丢下我了。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

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sad day become again....today i hear from him her gf sick oledy n was in hospital. He was very worry ..... i feel also sad also bout his gf. don know why, i feel kasihan wif her......haiz.....my heart is make by storm de ah...why i still kasihan wif her...... i reli wish she will be fine...hope god will bless her......god.. please bless her gf......k? eventhough he choose her but i still hope everything will be fine....Thank god..!!

who can bring out me from the hell

yesterday i so not hapi again lo.....i feel so scare wif this world...i alwaz think if i come out to work, what will happen to me...........?? i so afraid..no one can understand me eventhough my family....it was hard for me stay at this terrible society... i hate this feeling, alwaz stay in stress life...so stress......

Today I juz back from KK (Kota kinabalu)....so tired..... i have buy many thing.....waste ler so many money.....lo......first time i buy so many thing....haiz........有点内疚。。。。

tomorow go presentation....feel so stress.....hope everything will be fine.......god please blessing me........

wan cry ler.........

feeling not so hapi........many thing to think......haiz... i hate tis feeling.......hope tis 2 quick end........i miss my home very muz...now juz i know....home is the better place.......university life so hard.....i don like it.........hate it.......

爱嘟嘴的我。。。。。。总是给人傻傻的感觉。。。。。我傻吗？？？我傻吧。。。。。因为还想着你。。。。。

hai......im crab crab........why people call me princess crab??/cause i like hug my babie crab crab......love him....muaksss!!!!hihi.........^^i tink single life is good....more freedom....cause sagitarius more prefer freedom.........yeah....!!!

the end......u n me.....

love reli make me tired......你到底想我怎样。。。。。？？？就你的一句话，打倒我了啦。。。我你只可以做朋友。。。。。u.....no chance oledy........wont trust u anymore.....^^

WHEN I MEET U~阿申
当我认识你后。。。我想是不是上天安排你我相遇。。。？？？是上帝觉得我该结束我单身生活了吗。。。至从第一次出的恋爱失败后。。。就在一年多前。。。我的初恋就在我的恋爱要满两年就这么溜走了。。。他忍心的抛弃我了。。他说过爱我一辈子的，会永远在我身旁。。。但他还是丢下我了。。。就因为这样我对爱没有任何寄托了。。因为心死了~可至从你出现。。我感觉被爱的感觉。。。这真是爱吗???还是我只是自私的想被人关心而已，我根本没爱你。。。。我不清楚。。我很乱。。。当我和你吵架时。。我突然很难受，而且我哭了。。。怕我们就这样完了。。。但我却不想你懂我心中想什么。。。怕你知道后，你对我的爱不再那么真了。。。。我该怎么办。。。？?？忘记你吗？还是真真切切的往你怀抱去。。。。？？这不是梦吧。。。？？